Posts Tagged ‘emo’

Never again will our path cross
for you have left me behind.
Excluded, forgotten and denied
like I never existed.

We are friends but neither close nor far from strangers
I leave you with no concern nor hate.
For you do your way, and I do mine.

You speak too much
and never listens
A jack of all trades
yet master of non
Intrigued to all,
yet on shallow grounds.

One friend wont make any difference
When one fades away.
For your eyes sees far and wide
And a lot to spare in your way.

I am a ghost that does not speak
a nameless fool yet trying to be meek
excluded not included I’ve always been
so be it may hidden in the eyes of you.


Like most people, I do love to listen to music. I appreciate different kinds of genre, but not much in rap and jazz. I don’t even like dance, disco techno type music.. since I’m not into disco.. I never even step foot on that kind of place… I’m more into bands stuff so… disco and pubs are not my thing, but I wish I would like to experience it before I die… ehehe..

Anyway, melodramatic, love songs are fine with me even when I’m feeling depressed and lonely…  I usually listen mellow songs on the radio during night time when i’m about to sleep. Its sort of a lulluby for me.. I usually listens to the radio 24/7 .. because it opens up new songs out there and for me not be secluded since I’m already having my own freakin’ world…

Love songs don’t have any effect on me, since I don’t cry from songs. (I admit that I’m very emotional)… but only 2 songs in particular made an impact on me the 1st time I heard it… Just tears rolled down my face.. because it really has a sad vibe to it that I really can’t explain.. here is the 2 songs that is very memorable even I didn’t experirence this..  (1 song)  but te 2nd one, just remind me of a lost friend I had before..

You can check what songs I’ve cried: LINK

For every downfall we made, we learn to rise again.

I decided to change my theme, separate my portfolio from the things I love and my hobbies.

I guess this will serve as a “front”, but secondary or whatever site.. since I can’t change my url add. I’m still new in wordpress and learning .Probably retaining my journal page since I might write something in there.

I plan to separate a site that features my love for the Vampire Diaries, my portfolio, my critiques, and my melancholy/ emo mood… *FYI: having to feel depressed is somewhat normal for me.. get real people! Its also part of human emotions! Life isn’t always about sweetness and sunshine. To accept and expressing any hardship and troubles in life is what makes it real for me.

I once heard a DJs talked about who is most likely are the “get even” type and those who are the “get over it” type. She mentions that she understands if the melancholy types have the tendency to be a “get even” type. —–I said to myself: She’s an idiot. I consider myself a melancholy and I NEVER get even…. I leave that behind and remove that person from my life.

How can a person consume with sadness that still has the energy to get even???!! They are more likely concern with themselves and doesn’t even give a damn to take part in any revenge. Who cares… And another misconception of being an “Emo”. Not all are suicidal, self-inflicting, melodramatic crap like most people believe in. Never generalize people and assume you understand, not unless you have gone through that part of life and live through it.

For every fall we make, we eventually get back and rise again, but each time we rise, we loose some part of us and leave it behind in order to move on.
Do you agree?

So, from this day, I make a change. Everything needs to be categorize according to its own genre and purpose. I will post a link in connection to my other account in time.

I private also my twitter from this.. I guess I was upset in some radio station that I usually been listening on daily basis & a DJ whom I have a crush on… I guess its nice to dream and fool ourselves once in awhile, to be inspire…. but eventually live life as we know it. I do know where I stand.. between me and my DJ crush. Most people, fame gets in their head.

Have you ever felt the hopelessness even if it hasn’t even begun, that all you can possibly do…….. is cry.