Posts Tagged ‘broken’

You said I can come with you today
To visit a special grave
No word, no call, no message or form
I wanted so bad for me to see
A place, even if it’s hidden to society.
I cried waiting for you to show
but you’re gone, like you don’t even exist.
My heart is in pain.
I wanted to die!!!
I don’t know where you are
I don’t know what you do
I’ve attached myself to you
and I’m afraid I would die
because you are not at my side



…. It’s bee a while since I wrote in here.

Feel inlove.. became lovers. Broken my heart. Felt stupid. Accepting friendship just to save something and realize we grew apart. Still it hurts. Cried. 


.. and only a few more days. my birthday is coming up and I’m broken still. Seen his other friend (girl) – drinking buddy, who have been there in his life earlier than me. He added her again in his list and I remove myself in his.

.. will continue the story of my freaking life.



Never again will our path cross
for you have left me behind.
Excluded, forgotten and denied
like I never existed.

We are friends but neither close nor far from strangers
I leave you with no concern nor hate.
For you do your way, and I do mine.

You speak too much
and never listens
A jack of all trades
yet master of non
Intrigued to all,
yet on shallow grounds.

One friend wont make any difference
When one fades away.
For your eyes sees far and wide
And a lot to spare in your way.

I am a ghost that does not speak
a nameless fool yet trying to be meek
excluded not included I’ve always been
so be it may hidden in the eyes of you.

Have you ever felt the hopelessness even if it hasn’t even begun, that all you can possibly do…….. is cry.