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There is something about him that I can’t seem to let go.

Trying to figure him out everything about him.

His moods. His attitude. The way he thinks.

Why am I so damn freakin attached??!!

Am I obssessed??

Am I so curious to know his character,

that I’m willing to be drawn to him??

Risking my values and traditions of the old ways

(sounds like LOTR) middle earth??

Sometimes I find myself being lost without him.

That I do not know if we part ways

I don’t want to be literally insane.

For I might lose my life.

It really doesn’t make sense,

why I am damn attracted!

I am like a snake that wraps around him.

but I don’t want him to suffucate by my obssessions.

That even the smallest behavior tends to give meaning

by my constant observations and analysis.

I’m afraid I might lose my pride

just to be close, even if I’m tired, I still go on.

But when I’m with him, I don’t feel tired like a heavy burden.

I feel normal, even if I lack sleep or my head hurts.

I just don’t know why!

I don’t want to be depended on someone,

whom I am not sure of what he thinks and feels for me.

I’m sure of I what I feel and it will never fade.

How about him?

For that is the question I truely seek

UPDATE: 02.15.12

Damn! After reading this again… way too extreme




Never again will our path cross
for you have left me behind.
Excluded, forgotten and denied
like I never existed.

We are friends but neither close nor far from strangers
I leave you with no concern nor hate.
For you do your way, and I do mine.

You speak too much
and never listens
A jack of all trades
yet master of non
Intrigued to all,
yet on shallow grounds.

One friend wont make any difference
When one fades away.
For your eyes sees far and wide
And a lot to spare in your way.

I am a ghost that does not speak
a nameless fool yet trying to be meek
excluded not included I’ve always been
so be it may hidden in the eyes of you.


Posted: September 13, 2011 in Poetry
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The 2nd generation from Kitty.
Remain immature, yet the only who lived long among her other 2 siblings.
She always sits on my lap and everybody’s,
even on strangers and visitors as well.
She’s not that furry or pretty,
but I still love and care never the less.

For 2-3 days we search, thinking she’d run away,
but I know she wouldn’t, for here is her home.
Today, finally she laid to rest,
with mother nature’s embrace.
I will miss her sitting on lap.
Her companion and sweetness, I will miss her.
I never gotten to see her in those last days.
But finally is peace, I pray.
Sweep Sweepy.

Screen Caption

I wrote this last night in my bed…

“Notes Of Codes”

Notes of codes under my pillow
Gonna sleep through the early night
Dreaming away with pixels, class and numbers
I can not move
I can not rest
Hoping someday or sooner
Solve my troubles and worries away
So to put my thoughts at ease
From this notes of codes ..Oh God please

..not much but I had to write something that really bugs me and my situation.