Posted: May 17, 2012 in Journal

Been reading and Copper is right all along. I never realize that there is such a guy who is “malandi”  but I think the correct term is “flirt”.

He made me believe that there’s nothing going on ,nor malice attached to his close friend/drinking buddy but I finally have proof and the fact that he LIED, it changes everything and hides his visit with her and other friends just to drunk themselves until money is wasted again. I use to love him telling me all sorts, his experience, his life and shares to me his problems like we best of friends. Sad to say its the only aspect of him that I fell for. Not his wits, nor humor and most definitely not his looks and status of life.

I wanted to save himself to make good choices, to be with good educated friends who might be of help to influence him because all in his past are nothing but failure. No wonder he yearns for fun and just mindless excitement with a friend that is the same as him — so struggling and lost. Trying to compensate that hunger for his own greed that he can’t afford.

How can I help a person (give him an opportunity to have a better job than his current )whom that has no love for me and only abuse my kindness and love. In spite of everything that I gave, yet he still choose his beloved friend whom he will never be more than just a friend to her. I had enough of him. Tired of pretending. Vengeance is also not worth my time to take for I have plans of my own for a better future without him. My regret is that I grew fond of  his family (mother, step sisters, brother and son) and it will all soon be just a memory.

Sadly he is just a loss cause for me. A hopeless case. You wish for no marriage since you tell yourself that you are strong and can survive being alone, then do not worry for no woman will ever stay with you long, eventually all your relationships will just turn to dust and fail. I see that is your fate. Your beloved friend will eventually get pregnant from a guy who barely knows him and will leave her just the way you use to do with your other gf  whom you pregnant with and who knows you’ll end up together, but I hope not for you need to suffer deeply for what you have done. My fury to you will never die until you’re dead or I


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